I found this when I was looking through some of my old writing. I’ve added a little to it. Hope you like it!

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A battle raged on inside of me  He said he loved me, he said he wanted to be with me forever.

But it was all a lie.

He never wanted me. He only wanted to use me. He caused me pain and heartache. 

I thought I loved him.

But it was all a lie. A battle rages inside of me

I don’t think I will ever love again. My heart is breaking, and I don’t know how to fix it. I’m breaking, and he’s not here to hold me together. 

It hurts. 

It’s blinding. 

How long will I last? How long will this battle continue? 

I thought I needed him. But do I really?

How long until I fall apart? How much longer will this battle rage on? 

I thought I loved him. I thought he loved me. 

It was all just a lie.

His words were like music to my ears. He praised me, comforted me and loved me. He said he loved every part of me. Every imperfection. Every hair on my head. Every freckle on my cheek. Every sparkle in my eye. Everything.

But it was just a lie.

How could I be so stupid? My love blinded me from seeing who he truly is. A snake, searching for a meal to devour. I will no long succumb to his gentle calling. He no longer has my heart. My shattered, bleeding heart.

I’m sick of his lies.